Thanks u 2. What really use to bug me.Ok still do's. Is my mom and others have excused me of sleeping around with profesinal baseball players and guys in bands.LoL that's laughable.One former baseball player i grew up with in Cali.Know his whole family and some of his friends.Nothing like having sex with anyone in baseball or in music ever happend.Even though Todd retired 3 years ago. My mom still think's i fooled around with him and thinks i maybe fooling around with someone else.One time i got so mad at my mom.I said yes mom i'm having Sex with Todd are you happy now. True about what Sabau said. You are the one that has to live with yourself for the rest of your life.I would never be anyone's other women. Because then i don't think i could live with myself.I think i'm a decent person. But my family treats me like i'm the black sheep of the family. My sister can get arrested 3 times and it's ok.My brother can have 3 girls get pregnant and talk the girls into getting abortions and family don't say crud about it.I don't do nothing bad like that and they treat me like i'm white trash or worse.All i'm doing is trying to live my life and have fun every now and then.But my family always has to make snide comments to me.