I moved back to my hometown about a year and a half ago. I'm working part time because 1) it sort of let's me work in my field and 2) I'm afraid the stress of a full time job could trigger another full fledged meltdown. I have started counseling again and will probably start meds again soon. I'm beginning to realize now that I have probably had an anxiety disorder for years but I was able to ignore it until about 3 years ago. I feel so alienated from humanity most days. I Hope you find peace soon.