My problem is that I do it with my wife. Of 18 years!

I ask her, "Are we okay?" Or worse, "Do you love me?" She replies, "We are absolutely ok. I'm your wife!" And I know that I should believe her, but my mind is just broken.

So, yes, online interaction is very bad; very hard. I can't believe I posted this, as I am convinced that it make me look like an idiot. I'll definitely dwell on and regret this all night, at least.