I'm not sure about the hunger but I think the heat might have a role. I can't really go out because of the heat and so the only thing I pretty much have is work which stresses me out because it's customer service. The stress makes my possible delusions worse, which I have been having for over a month now. The one about being poisoned is the main one, and that people could read my thoughts or sense them, since I have a defense built in.

I just want it to be winter already so that I can walk outside again.

I should add that I wear pants and I cut my thighs, so it stings whenever I have to pick something up or fold something. And I wear shorts so that blood won't seep put.

I've also found that gauze isn't a great thing to put on my wounds because it hurts to take off.