I'm really not sure where to put this thread. "Other" sounds good to me. I'm distressed. I think I have PMS. Which is good to know. Because around that time, I get really irritable and emotional. So it's good to have a label for it I think.

I've been pretty up and down so far this week. I got back from a vacation with family on Saturday. Vacation was great. Then I get home, and life feels overwhelming and depressing again. I was involved with a guy, but it didn't work out after the first date, lol. and I was saying mean things to him via text because I was angry with him for being immature. Which made him say mean things to me. I know I have a choice, in saying mean things or not. But hindsight is 20 /20 vision for sure. When I was upset, it felt like a good idea to say mean things. But really, it was a bad idea.

I'm very frustrated with my life. i don't even know why. Maybe I'm lonely. I don't think I get out enough. I'm a highly sensitive person with a little social anxiety, and a lot of depression. I worry a lot too. I am volunteering, and trying to do a lot, actually. Find a job, an apartment, go to school in the fall....the volunteering I just started. It's overwhelming to think about. And I'm going to do it this week, but if I feel this way friday, I will find something else like the library.

And with all this, I'm still unhappy. Sometimes I think I need more friends. I don't really have any outside of like, texting here and there, and online. When I do talk to people, I feel better. A lot better. I also wonder if I need a different therapist. I am looking around for a therapist, so that's good. I have one now, but I don't think anything really gets accomplished.

Thanks for listening / reading, if you got this far. I appreciate and welcome supportive comments. Though, I am feeling a teensy bit better after writing this out.