It has been two months since my therapist and I have been able to talk on the phone at all because of really tough stuff going on in her family. We are overseas from each other and different sides of the world which further complicates things. But it looks like the waiting may finally be coming to an end, i got two emails from her this week about how she is still mentally exhausted but things are clearing up with whats been going on. I really hope so. This has been a really long wait.
And to think i used to freak out with my first therapist when she took "a whole two weeks" off for summer holiday. Two weeks would feel like nothing now.
So hopefully soon. I hope. This waiting has been driving me crazy.

The only thing is, it is very hard to trust her now. I feel likei cant believe anything she says. It is going to be a long time before she can regain my trust.