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Originally Posted by healingme4me
Have you tried liquid bandages, i think they are otc and may help with the discomfort of fabric and your wounds. Is that what you mean about going out in the heat?
I mean heat can trigger reactions with injured brains, like my own, I've a brain with too many scars to count from where my illness had eaten away at some of the insulation around my nerves. I would rather not become incapacitated by summer, so I've learned to live around this.
What happens at home, that you feel miserable?I've only an inch scar on my thigh from when I was a teen. my homelife was really the issue, and there was a ton of passive aggressive individuals in my life and adults were more out of control than kids and it just wasn't fair.
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My home life is better since I am no longer living with my parents. And I am also provided for.
TW: Abuse
I grew up in a chaotic household with an emotionally abusive mother, and it still affects me until this day. I was also sexually abused and experienced some neglect.
Sometimes I am reminded of what happened to me.
Also, I do have family members with schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, depression, and anxiety, so that could also be a reason for my mind.
As for the heat, I can't really walk outside because it's hard for me to breathe and I wear a binder. Even when I don't wear a binder it's still hard to breathe. Also it's too bright and it makes me feel uncomfortable. It can get up to 100 degrees Fahrenheit where I'm at.