Tough, smart lawyers cost money. Besides, I've been divorced many years. I don't even know the date of the divorce, but I think my son was in the fifth or sixth grade. Heck, I don't even remember when we got married.

Yes, I have struggled. Financially and emotionally. I have alwaysssss until this time, bounced back and moved forward. Seems my "bouncer back" broke. Like I said, I don't know or understand why I didn't or could not bounce back. I still struggle. I can't even go into a department store let alone drive myself there. Thinks if the x had a good atty, they'd call the men in the little white coats to come get me.. Maybe if they were cute I wouldn't mind..

To be honest, I should be back on my feet. I don't know why I am not. I ued to have spunk and drive. I prob still have it, just can't hold on tight enough I guess..........Only I can change it. Ball is in my park, just I keep missing the ball..

Thank you Patty. I appreciate your suggestions.