Christina- have you taken some meds to try to lessen the pain a bit? Maybe get your husband to control the meds and give them when you need them until you're feeling a bit better. I know the feeling of being unable to trust yourself when it's bad!

Kiya- My mum just gave me a bunch of different vitamins the other day because she knows I can't afford it and is all for the natural options. I've only ever had acupuncture once before and I couldn't stand not being able to move, I freaked out a bit.
I definitely need to eat better and try to do some exercise, it's effing hard though. Hope you get some motivation kicking in soon!