On our vacation one night we got into a fight about something stupid (that apparently happens alot). This started at about 12am when we got back to my sister's at 2am we were still arguing but went to bed. While his side of the bed is snoring, mine is on fire!!! I cant sleep when Im mad...even with my seroquel (so I doubled up) but I was fuming angry with him. So I woke his white ***** up and everything came spilling out but I didn't go into too much detail. It was simple and direct but alot to take in....when I was finished, he said nothing. He got up and left the room, I couldn't believe it, and then I heard him leave the house, so I went out to see where he went and he told me to go back to bed (he was mad). It was like 3:30 and my pills were kicking in and I had gotten it out of my system and although I couldn't believe he left without saying anything and was mad, I passed out hard core.
He came back at like 4:10 and had to wake me up and started talking to me about his problems. He said he thought there was something wrong with him. I ended up trying to reassure him but I was so freakin tired and could hardly stay awake that by after like 20mins of reassuring him that it was my problem not his fault and that I thought he was really great and him telling me about his ex-girlfriend, I finally said "let's go to sleep", and we both passed out.........well at least I did and I assume he did the same.
We haven't spoke of it since.
He had apologized for leaving the room and not saying anything, he realized that was stupid he said. And for the rest of our vacation he seemed just as genuine as always.
But was anything really dealt with....
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