Hey, i am 16, and this blog thing made me cry! It made me cry because, its EXACTLY how i have been feeling over the past 3months. like exactly, and i havent been able to verbalise it, and you have. i know exactlky waht you are going through. and i am SO sorry, its a horrible feling, and it does sound selfish, doesnt it? but it hurts. i was anorexic for seven months and it became a part of my life, and i am guessing yours to. I cant offer any advise im afraid, beacuse i havent got over it yet. but i can offer you the feeling taht someone is going through the same. im sorry you feel this way and i hope you feel better soon, that sounds really corney, but i mean, feel ok again, and not guilty for eating, remeber, anorexica, was a horrible part or our lives ands we should be thankful taht we arnt suffering in taht way anymore. i really really hope i helped. please like email me, and we can talk more, i would love to chat, and help more. hope i helped. xx