Now I just kinda feel like an idiot for telling him....

I didn't just want to borrow his ear for a few

I dont even know what he's thinking and Im thinking to much. I dont want someone just to listen. Am I asking to much? He cant be perfect. I dont want to bore him with my sugar.

He started talking about his ex......and his problem or what he thought was his problem.............Im SORRY but shedual your own appointment. GOD it took me so long to say that stuff and then we didn't even talk about it or me, he got mad, left, came back, and talked about himself. I know how selfish that sounds and how mean that makes me sound..

But I just waited for so long and it was so hard for me to tell him and I wanted so badly to talk about it and now i'll probably end up waiting another god knows how many months or a year till I bring it up again, maybe never after what happend last time