I need support right now.

My new T offered to have a 3 way phone conversation with ex-T so I might get closure. New T told me today that ex-T never wants me to directly contact her and she will not do the phone conversation...

My ex-T is officially gone. She has completely abandoned me. I will never have closure.


I hurt so much. Part of my heart has died.

Oh, and it's my b-day this weekend. What a wonderful gift I have been given.

It hurts to read all the posts of people who love their T. I loved mine. And I lost her. For those of you who have a wonderful T, cherish it. And I pray no one has to feel this pain I feel. It's not right. It's not fair.

I miss her... I will never hear her voice, never hug her, never see her face. I want this pain to stop!