Thanks ,

I say my Therapist today he is just pissed off that I cant find any help so he is contacting my GP and will nudge or shove him is need be to come up with some help for when this happens.. I do not want pain meds daily, I just need something for when my pain pushes me to the edge.

Today is my 10th wedding anniversary and I am in so much pain I can barely huge my husband..

I don't know anyone that had pain meds. So I just have to manage hour to hour or minute to minute ... I just do not want to get to the point that the only way I can be ... safe is if I go IP and I should not have to go IP because my Fibro pain can't be handle enough to get me from getting suicidal.

I am just fed up, disgusted, annoyed and sad. All I am trying to do is just use distraction.

Thanks for the support , I really appreciate it.

Gentle hugs