Checking in.

Hard week. Can't get in to see my doc for a couple of weeks but after a chat my AD has been increased a bit, from 225mg to 375mg and seeing how I get on over the next few weeks. Didn't mention anything about the booze since I don't need the hassle from the pdoc right now. Maybe in a couple of weeks.

Didn't say anything about the meds comment either. I'm just so tired. First time in a week I've turned my computer on. Not changed clothes. I just feel like a horrible burden to my family who are struggling both financially and emotionally because I am ill. Defective. Broken. This is not how life should be for them.