I know. I read everything on here and I agree. I feel so stupid because I know. It's so dumb. I don't care about getting attention from them, I really don't. If they were to just stop talking to me I'd be fine but they won't. That's exactly what I'm going crazy about. Why do they keep talking to me? I want to know so bad but they're not saying. Idk. It's stupid. I'm already starting this week with the worst one. I'm not going to talk to him anymore, we'll see how long that lasts. I just really need to stop talking them. Yes, I'm in therapy. I'm working on myself and last session I actually told my T about one of these guys. She said it was a good thing that I could see what was happening. Me wanting to fix and feeling attracted to that. We'll be working more on that. It's just bad all around. I just feel so dumb. I'm smart and independent and everyone is mad at me after seeing how these guys are. Nobody understands why I put up with it. Truth is it doesn't bother me. They have problems and I just wish I could help. But I need to stop.