The thing about weight being too little and having a speeded up heart rate and weak legs is worth getting checked out, sooner than later. Find a way to go to ER even if you have to call 911. Any neighbors who might be willing to give you a ride? At the very least they can make sure you fluids and your heart are ok.
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…Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …...
Desiderata Max Ehrmann
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