I have been a mom since I've been 16. I have 5 children with different fathers, my life has been a roller coaster, I'm 34 years old and don't want this life I have. I try so hard to look at the bright side but I just don't see it. I have made my life what it is and I love my children very much but I just feel so weak and trapped. I don't feel like I can do it anymore.