I'm so sorry SP! I speak from experience - loss of a T is like a death. Is there a way you can put together a final list of questions for her, and T2 can work with her on a response? DO NOT let her cause you to slip backwards.

And look, it's not all roses with everyone here and their T's. I'm in a semi-rupture with mine right now, and on an every other week schedule to mitigate painful transference. This is a year out from a prior year of tremendously painful transference with T1. I believe some of us are just meant to suffer with unmet needs.