Thanks Pinksoil - it is easier to be mad and leave. Especially since I know he is going to be probing and I am starting to feel. I normally don't feel and it is becoming hard and he is thrilled. About 2 sessions ago I felt and he was so happy - he said that you are going to hate me but I am glad that you are showing emotion, well that was enough - put it all back in place - I never meant for it to be let out.I did tell him last session that I was irritated with a lot of people - that is usually the extent of my anger, and he suggested that I might want to get some sleep (3 hours was a good night for about the last 2 weeks at that time). But now I am irritated at him. I guess I should tell him but it is so irrational - I mean really there is no reason to be angry with him. He hasn't done anything and he is being his same old self - it just doesn't make any sense. I will try to work up the courage and tell him - he will probably be thrilled - JERK!!! - but I still love and adore him and no one else call him a Jerk because he most certainly is not. Only I get to call him a JERK!!!