hey
how are you guys?
i didnt goto group today
i hung out with that guy that said he liked me. i dont like him back just as a friend tho. we hung out a bit too long as we just sat there. he made me pick him up and also take him to work. i wouldnt date him as i said before because all those things i said about guys and dependency vs independency but he seems like an ok friend. at least he gave me gas money. the girl with spina bifida never has and she made me take her all over the place and push her wheelchair for her everywhere. that definitely deserves gas money. but things i was home alone with him and things got weird when he said he suggested cuddling. i told him straight up if he was gonna try anything on me i was gonna take him straight home and not to work.
so my anxiety level really rose today because all that. i saw my mom earlier before that.
so i got out today. and saw someone.
im not feeling all that better but a bit. its getting better.
i got a lot of school work to do over the next few days.