I literally cant talk i am too depressed i feel horrible i am moving so slowly and everything is heavy i am trying so hard but i just cant seem to make it stop and the last few weeks i couldnt sit still and was doing all this stuff i dont understand i mean i still felt horrible before but it is like the weird buzz is gone i keep falling asleep too. I dont know what to do i am so tired and my head wont stop and i feel so worthless and guilty and horrible and useless and ugh i cant stop self harming either i am sorry.