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Originally Posted by ~Christina
I am the same , I am just hating life. I saw my T yesterday and he is worried of course. He again stressed that I made a deal with him 3 years ago that if I planned to off myself I have to wait until I talk to him.. I hope that I am able to do so , I have in the past so I hope that I would reach out to him..
I just cant handle this much longer.. Its a white hot blinding pain.
Sorry for my ranting and raving  |
Christina if you promised him them you need to keep that promise. I did something really stupid yesterday I went swimming and floated on my floatey toy. Very very very bad for people with lupus but I was starting to feel like I was in prison and the water felt real good. I am paying the price today but it was worth it.
Christina hang in there demand that your doctor give you something for the pain. Or have your husband demand. You can't keep going on like this.
Take care and keep us posted.
Sending you healing vibes and gentle hugs and praying that you get some relief and sleep.
