Give it time.
Mine got to know me and he knows when I'm not okay even if I say I am.
I kept apologising because I kept crying. He said let it all out. It's that horrible crying with snot everywhere. He still treats me the same. Actually, he sat a bit closer. So I realized in there to fix me, not to worry about what I look like. Although I still try to look nice when I go in. I look awful afterwards though. Maybe that's why I'm the last one?