My BF wanted to go to the seaside yesterday. I have big problems with that because I feel I am too fat (I am 1.65 m, 65 kg) and that people will judge me and criticize me for this reason. I feel very ashamed. My BF was a bit disappointed, not because of the seaside, but because he cannot understand what my issue is. I tried to explain it to him but I'm not very good at explaining. I was quite upset in the end.