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Don't have T this week. He was booked - have T next Monday. Usually when this happens I am fine with it and I was when we scheduled but now I am angry about it. What is up with that?

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I'd say that you value the relationship with T and like me, hate the ending and want to stay all night and talk? I'm sorry this had an affect on you but it is normal.

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Anyhow back to my original topic - did I even start it.

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Yes you did. You are wondering if you are okay to leave T because he wasn't available when you need him to be. I understand this and have felt it myself.

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It would be better to stop on my terms don't you think?? I have been annoyed with T a few times lately. I don't get annoyed until after I leave the session and think about it. As a matter of fact today I so wanted to email him JERK JERK JERK today - why I don't know my last appt was last thurs. Now when I see him I don't think or feel these things so maybe it is time to take a break? Don't know. Maybe I am just running. Any thoughts?

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Ending is totally your decision. But when I have had these thoughts I then say to myself...if I was truly better wouldn't therapy end differently?

Having said that, if he isn't helping you and you know that for sure or you feel he isn't equipped to deal with what you need, then go. Just make sure your reasons are clear to you because you might not feel the same way later on.