Angelwings25, let's be honest, hey? It's pretty clear that you don't want to drug test because you prn the stuff. I don't care, I'm not your case worker or your med team...if you are hitting that oxy bottle 5 times/day it's irrelevant to me. I will tell you that you come off as guilty when you refuse the drug test, then get so defensive about stuff. As for your reactions being manic...I call BS. You're pissed off 'cause you don't want to be labeled an addict...you don't want to get caught. Just sayin'...this is what it looks like from where I'm sitting.

As for lupus I've run a high ANA since I was in my 20's, decades ago. My sed rate fluctuates. Been told I 'might' develop lupus...but maybe not. There is no definitive test for lupus at this time.