she cried because in her opinion she'd broken her "do no harm" oath and hurt me and it affected her deeply.
the point is moot - she was diagnosed with stage 4 non-smoker's lung cancer a mere 5 months later.
in the last 15 months since then I've met with 10 different t's.
she was my best t. I really miss her. she was a bit unconventional at times, but the most understanding and compassionate about DID and not at all afraid of it.