Hello Northern88.
I know I don't know you but I used to live in Leeds. And SH. I lived in Headingley, which was a great place to be in the 80s. I know, I'm old. SH is so hard for people to understand. Bread fish gave some good advice, drawing helped me too. It's been many years now since I did that. I just wanted you to know that there are people out here who care about you. Please take care of yourself. And talk to someone tomorrow morning.
Good night xx