I had been going fine and was able to suppress my depression for a while, at my job where I was doing floor maintenance.

Our boss quit or was fired for some reason, and when the new one came in I knew from the beginning that it wasn't going to work out, but I kept pushing myself. He just had no respect for us, and was always belittling. He never listened, and was so extremely arrogant...

I tried to work things out, but I wish now I had just left, as once I finally did my depression became finally manageable again. Doesn't mean that will work for you though Its just my experience, get help as soon as possible if you can, as things can get to the point where you can get pulled in, and cant reach out for help...

For me, it took a severe episode of panic and paralysis, and then when I became suicidal, I finally realized it was not worth, or possible, to stay where I was at.

My problems are no better now, and I doubt it will be possible to fix them but there are so many things that can make them worse, I unfortunately only pull myself away when its almost too late.