Thank you all for replying... I just now read all of these. You're all very right. I've been on 75mg of seroquel for a month and two days ago I upped the dosage to 100mg.. I'm not sure if that was a smart choice. It's just I have no money or anything to see or talk to a health care professional but I figured was enough time to boost up the medication. I also scheduled an appointment to see a therapist in two weeks. I've been doing lots of researching online what I might have such as BPD I feel like BPD is something I might have. I have a couple concerns though so since Wednesday I've been getting real terrible feelings and thoughts about myself... I'm not feeling well honestly.. Mentally I feel SAD, DOWN and ugh must I say it depressed. I'm having these thoughts where I'm putting myself down and thinking "I'm evil" "I'm not a good person" and I'm just so out of it. I HATE feeling this way like I feel so emotionally disconnected.. I feel like I can't understand or care about my loved ones and I talked to my bf and my friend and they ALL say I'm "good" and my bf told me the other day I may feel like this NOW but it's just temporary and it is just temporary. Sorry I'm like reassuring mused as I write this. I hope I don't scare any of you off. I just don't understand why I keep saying "I'm wicked" and such... Do you guys feel like sometimes you can't connect :,( with others? I'm sorry. I'm definitely over thinking .. Thank you again for reading and caring. ❤️