No one has said that you ARE.

But your treatment team need to make sure, and the only way they can do that is through tests. Because addicts will sound the exact same as non-addicts when they say "I'm not abusing drugs". They can't trust words, just the test results.

And seriously, bringing in someone else to say things for you? When no one has actually called you an addict? Honestly.... grow up a little bit. You're ignoring all of the valid things that people are saying, and sticking to responding to things that people aren't even saying.

"thinks she has Lupus" is not the same as "is diagnosed with Lupus". That's what we're saying. Unless your doctor has it as a full-diagnosis on your file, then they shouldn't be giving you prescriptions for it. That said - if you have it, I hope they can get it confirmed to be able to help you as much as they can.