Angelwings, you're behaving in a childish way. I believe you know what your answers are, and carry them within you. Use those answers now, rather than regret later. Know what I mean? Your team is just doing their jobs. Your PC friends are being as honest with you as we can be. Now the ball is in your court.

Perhaps you need to take a break from whatever you're doing and take a walk, or watch a movie...something to unwind.