ok. there was this girl im friends with. lets call her Dani. ok, so about two months ago, i found out she was gay too and that she liked me, i really liked her, we started dating. it was amazing. she was everythingi could ever have wanted. i was on top of the world. then one sunday night, we had planned for me to drive over to her house in the middle of the night and id pick her up so we could go off somewhere and be alone, cus normally we cant do anything more than hugging in case someone found out. anywho, i got there and her dad happened to be leaving for work (he works nights) just as i walked up. i got really upset and i was sure that he had recognised me and shed be in so much trouble and it would be all my fault, ect. so i go home, furious at myself and, lets say i did some stuff that i really shouldnt have. anywho, so im still angry at myslf the next night and, thinking that shed be better off without me and that im just causing more trouble for her, i write a letter saying that i want to break up with her and put it in the mail box. the next morning its gone. anywho, a week later, she finally calls me and says that i completly over reacted, that she told her dad that we were just goingto wendeys cus we were bored and that her dad was all cool with it and said he had done the same thing when he was a kid, ect.
but i still broke up with her. half the time i think im right and that i should get her caught up in my depression issues and that shes better off without me. the other half of the time i think i should drive over there and beg her to take me back. and also, its like, part of me says i cant risk something like that happening again and have me get so hurt again, while part of me says i cant risk NOT having her.
any imput would be wonderful.