It's 4:38am and I still can't sleep even though I'm so exhausted. My paranoia won't let me sleep. I'm going to try to count to 100 over and over again to try to fall asleep. I keep hearing people at the door. I go and check I can hear people outside the door so I know they're waiting on me. I sent my ex in first and he hasn't responded saying since. I'm so scared. I'm terrified to sleep or do anything.

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