Well I cant sleep and between my pain and lack of sleep my bipolar has come out to play . Im chatty one minute then rage-y .. I want to get in my car and just try to out run the pain and bipolar crap, i do know right now that Logically that makes no flipping sense.

The sun is slowly coming, maybe I will take a hike and scream my head off , wont bother anone.. except a few deer ,squirrels, bunnies and chipmonks.

Life is really stomping on my last nerve. it needs to back the hell off !

Gentle hugs and tasty drinks for all