Thanks for the advice Fizzyo! I know it is my decision and agree with you saying if it hurts me more then benefits then I need to let go. I was asking in hopes of gaining some insight from the otherside. It is difficult to know what helps or what hurts.

For my last week was difficult and I really needed some support. I didn't get any but I guess I never really asked either and now I am more confused about what to do.

Thanks again, you reminded me to look at it from my side and take care of myself.