Update:
I'm sorry for ranting, I just wanna keep you guys in the loop in case someone is worried, plus your support has helped me a lot!
So, things started to look up today!
I went to the clinic today, and I couldn't find my doc(apparently she's out of town and will be back August 3rd). But the doctor who was there instead asked me what I'm there for, I told her that I wanted my HIV test results, and she told me I should check with my doc because she currently has all the results.
She then asked me when I tested, I told her about 3 weeks ago, and she said then I shouldn't worry. She said she doesn't have my results but everybody who got tested this month(July), tested negative.
I tested around 6-7th July.
I felt so much relief, I was like "are you sure?" she was like "of course!".
I dunno if my ex is really positive or not, maybe he just wanted to scare me?
He was just plain rude in his texts, and was basically calling me a "*****" in an indirect way because I've been with more people than he has.
The thing is, I always used protection, except for one time when I got really really drunk. And I knew that he hasn't used protection with the 3 people he's been with before. Sooooo yea, if anyone had it, his chances were way higher.
Anyway.. I rambled on too much again xD
I felt like you guys needed to know the good news :')
Finally, I have one less thing to worry about!