Thanks for your replies!

I am in the process of getting my Blood Pressure down. (trying to find something that works) And I have switched doctors, well switched physician's assistant.

I am just taking it a day at a time. Reaching out when I can. Been thinking about taking a second job somewhere to increase my income, but my current employer has on-call duty which prevents that. But I am looking for a solution.

Thanks again. You guys rock!