hey guys i saw T today. when i walked into the building i was extremely focused on the voices in my head and i walked into this room and he said HEY! and i got really scared and covered my face. it just scared me cuz i wasnt expecting him in there!

we talked about my grandma n stuff. it went ok. i told him im glad hes back.

i feel dead right now... i guess im just sad. about my grandma. but it feels good right now to be alone and lay in my bed. so thats what im gonna do