Nope. If I won the lottery, I would spend the rest of my life in a small house, with pets, gaming online and ordering delivery for dinner, probably switch back and forth between pizza and Chinese. I can handle and even enjoy making online friends and online conversation, but in person I find people to be extremely draining. I've always been this way, though. I think it has more to do with trauma issues than with bipolar disorder. I remember when I was a kid, I would spend family gatherings in the coat room or a closet or wherever I could hide, would just grab some food and bolt. My brother is the only person on earth that I can spend time with, without it draining and stressing me out.