Shaymus:

I just wanted to say please use caution when doing the things you're doing.

There is a risk involved. I'm not sure what it is. But it can't be good for your body. There can be toxicity levels. Do you live alone ?

Maybe the Seroquel will help you. Perhaps you could discuss it with your doctor. Seems like maybe fuzzy and sleepy might be helpful sometimes. It is for me.

Please use caution and if you feel these impulses you should definitely take it up with your M.D.

Please take care.

Good luck.
K.