I broke down and called my rhemy I had to leave a message but the ribs on my left side are hurting and it's hard to get a breath so I am thinking she is going to say go up on my pred which I don't want to but will I cant keep doing this and I am very sorry to dump this on everyone. I know everyone has their own issues but sometimes it's just so so hard. I think I'll also put on a pain patch and see if that will help. I'm just playing tonight I can sleep.

I hope everyone is doing OK and I am so sorry that I have not been has supportive as I should be.

I will try harder