I emailed her 2 days ago she tells me all the time that she will email me back and she hasn't.....I called her secretary and she told me that my T got the emails....she knows about the stroke, she knows that their is a blockage in either my neck or my left leg....she knows the blood isn't getting through my body....she knows at any minute I could have a massive stroke.....yet shes NOT THERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....

She cares I know she cares, I know she has other clients....I know all of that but I have one person in my life other than my T and she knows that....and that 1 person doesn't know I have DID.......nobody knows everything but my T and shes NOT THERE!!!!....

I can't handle her not emailing back right now, it shoots my blood pressure up and right now thats extremely dangerous for me.....I'm sorry I'm dumping this on here....
just so dang emotional right now.............FP