Thanks Sky! Yes it was closed - I didn't realize there could be a difference. I don't get claustrophobic that way so it was fine for me. Of course losing the 35 pounds recently helped me fit in the thing I said at least since I was stuffed in there I didn't have to worry about holding my arms still - I just let them relax and they were wedged against the side of the machine

Just got off the phone with my sponsor - another crying spell. I'm due for my period - so I don't need much of a reason to cry, hope I get it by tomorrow!

Tranquility