Yes, I've had this for over 10 months now and it is killing me. I can't listen to music, it just makes me sad. Not in a bittersweet, "sad song" kind of way that actually feels good sometimes. But sad and severely depressed like "i need to turn this off or i'm going to jump out the window"

Like you, music has been a central part of my life for as long as I can remember. I've played in bands, dj'ed on the air and live events, worked for record labels and record stores...etc.

Before I suddenly became depressed 10 months ago, music was on all the time - every waking moment. It filled my life with meaning and pleasure. There was always a song on my lips and in my heart.

Now it just hurts. Yes I do feel betrayed and abandoned. It is killing me.