...Sorry, I meant 'outerworldly' up there.

After finally falling asleep near midnight and awakening at 3:30, completely unable to fall back to sleep, I have decided that the Geodon is a no-go. I can't stand this anymore. I feel like I'm outside of my body, completely haywire, almost manicky (mnd racing with ideas of 'stuff' I want to do) but purely exhausted. But then, not exactly exhausted...more like...asleep/awake. And anxious and down. It's awful enough to constantly battle depression and anxiety, but not being able to sleep - real insomnia - this is BS. I feel like I am TRULY 'out of my mind'

I'm going to stick with a low dose of Seroquel for now, even though I HATE the weight gain. This...this is not a way to live a life.