InAcorner,
I just wanted to say that I also am knew to understanding that I have had probably for half of my life DID....I didn't realize that is waht is was until therapy..My therapist recognized it well three of them did and I wasn't told until I was hospitalized this year that I actually had it when I admitted stuff that was going on..I guess I had changed allot during sessions that I wasn't present with...I actually though have been to the point whereas I didn't know until this last week that I had an accident that I have told NO ONE about until I have read your thread that I was NOT driving and until pulled up into the driveway realized I did something wrong...I know what I did cuz I had 2 passengers and luckily NO ONE else was involved....I did over 5thousand dollard damage to the car I just got five days before..I didn't even know how it happened still don't...I was so scared to drive afterwards..I am also struggling with that and now that I have lost a couple of hours this last week I know things are happening more...I understand your being worried and heisitant and Me so far I am just being plain honest...I know I know that may be hard people may look at you differently I am married three kids and stuff but I figure I don't like you want to kill someone else or ME!!! I like the marble Idea too...Usually I have the three kids so that keeps me alert!!!! Thank goodness but I don't drive that much for that reason...I wish I could be of more help..Just wanted you to know that your not alone in this...Best to U, Nerak
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