So i sat down at my journal and really tried to write out what i was feeling. Lets just say i failed miserably and this is pretty much the moral of what i wrote: I miss my High School (i know lameoooo), my mother figure, and my old T with all of my heart. I can't get over it, and I long to be there every waking (and sleeping) moment of my life.



How sad and pathetic am I? Seriously though, it's been over a year since i was there, and nearly a year since i've seen either of them. How on earth do i get over this? SHonestly, i have no sweet clue and i dont know how much longer i can keep telling myself that "time will heal" because personally, i think that its BS (at least in my case).

Why does it have to hurt this much? Why does my heart ache constantly? Why do i have to be so dependant on their love when i have love right in front of me? Please help me ...