I have been unable to leave the house more than a couple of times in the last month :-(

I need to go see my horse. I haven't been able to see him in almost a month and haven't felt well enough to drive with adding one med and taking away another.

I miss him so much and while I know he's well looked after where he is, I know he misses the attention and riding when I'm able to go see him. So I woke up this morning to a panicky feeling of dread mixed with anxiety and guilt and sadness for not seeing him. I NEED to go see him but feel I can't get there :-(